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Tuesday Blues

So I finally have something to write here almost 27 months after my first post and boy is it something.

This Tuesday evening I discovered something new about me. I always tell everybody how I find it very difficult to live with other people and hence am better off staying alone. But the moment I unlocked the door of my room on Tuesday evening and went inside, a saddening feeling overcame me and I realized that I have been lying to myself and everybody else until now. I don’t like living alone. In fact, I hate it.
I like having somebody waiting for me when I get home; to know that somebody cares about what time I come home. I realized how lonely I am.
But the most saddening part about all this is that I don’t know how to fix this thing. I just don’t. And that’s sad.

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  1. Anonymous
    04. Nov, 2005 at 8:16 am #

    so sad! (hugs)

  2. Raj
    08. Nov, 2005 at 1:57 pm #

    @anonymous: Thnx :-)

  3. Xohra
    21. Dec, 2005 at 5:53 am #

    Oh my GOD :| . Did you ever find a roommate??

  4. Raj
    21. Dec, 2005 at 1:34 pm #

    @xohra: No, i never needed one. I just got used to staying alone. I also became a regular blogger. It helped.

  5. Anonymous
    14. Feb, 2006 at 10:42 pm #

    no,i am not keen on reacting for this blog,,in fact i am pleased to see ur first post(humble begining)
    the second post is afer 27 months! and u r the favoutite among bloggers!
    V reluctuntly i started my blog and i can be quiet for more than two years and can come back with a bang!!

  6. Raj
    15. Feb, 2006 at 9:49 am #

    @anonymous: Well, nobody read my blog back then so it didnt matter. Of course, people start liking your blog only when you are regular but ya, u could take a break for two yrs and still make it big as a blogger (ha…ha…)

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